Did my second solo video – sort of.
It was part of the audition for an American based London porn modeling agency called Models First. It entailed everything I don’t like doing: talking on camera for one of those tired ass porn interviews followed by jacking off. The jacking-off part was easier than the Q & A. And the casting director who was asking the questions off camera was not a sleazy douche bag either so, in all, the experience was not a regrettable one. Plus I was paid cash for the interview/audition…so whether I got a gig or not I was getting some money!
I don’t do this just because of the money. I do this work because I enjoy it and am not ashamed of it
That was two weeks ago and I haven't been called back. The advert announced “Immediate openings” so it’s a safe bet I’m not getting any gigs via them. And to think I had enough class to follow-up with a Thank-you email. Ha! I also have enough class to reject doing anything and everything for the sake of money. I’ve the sneaky feeling this didn’t gel with the casting director. After stating (obviously for the recording camera) that I was free to not submit to anything which made me uncomfortable and even asking clear out if I felt in any way coerced or uncertain, the guy slipped into debating my demerits at not having interest in doing BDSM shoots.
After about the third no to bondage and dildos and women slapping me, the casting director said, “But anyone can just fuck. I wouldn’t pay to see that” – (So? Clearly a lot of other people do) – “I’ve done these scenes…so long as I’m getting paid that’s all that matters. Our clients are paying big money to see this fetish, not just fucking. Won’t you do anything for money?”
He scoffed. “But drugs hurt people...this doesn’t hurt people. Drugs are not consensual.”
I countered, “No, the user consensually snorts the dope…” Then trying to bring it back round to the business at hand, “Listen, I’m here because I like doing porn and am good at it. That’s why I applied to the agency. But you asked if I’ll do anything for money and, no, I won’t. There are some acts in porn I don’t agree to do -- just like the females.”
The nerve of that douche bag! To debate me on the morality of porn work ethics? Who asked him what he would do on camera? Like we give a fuck. I agreed to gay shoots which, judging by his reaction, was very atypical of male applicants not to mention going along with an “audition” like I’m some doe eyed novice. Yet because I said no to being tied up while letting some bitch squeeze a glass dong up my ass he questions my seriousness to a career in porn? Nigga please.
Clearly models don’t come first at Models First
I had no idea they specialized in dark fetish porn. There’s nothing that hints of it on the website (www.Modelsfirst.co.uk). After I shot my load I asked where I could see some of their videos.
This was his reply:
This was his reply:
“You can’t. And I won’t show you any. You might recognize someone on it.”
Huh?
“So...?” I let this hang in the air. “I do porn…and lots of people can see me,” I said tying my shoes. At least I got paid for that bullshit.
(I've since done some digging and found the company specializes in some twisted, embarrassing shit (see below pics) so am damn glad they won't call me back. They can sit on their own dildo. Booyah!!)
(I've since done some digging and found the company specializes in some twisted, embarrassing shit (see below pics) so am damn glad they won't call me back. They can sit on their own dildo. Booyah!!)
www.uk.straighthell.net
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