Truvada's effectiveness

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Did you catch the results on Truvada's effectiveness? One hundred percent; And that's not a statistical 100% that's a whole number 100%. Read more here.

Rambling briefs

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• Bought two cockrings this weekend. I have a thing for them -- a "big thing", to be immodest. Hehehe.

• Just realized a lot of homosexuals workout in my new gym. I recognized two or three off the bat - von Aschenbachs with mid-life crises tattoos, too tight 'muscle' shirts, overly preened facial hair, little boy Tadzio haircuts...y'know the type - and then I gradually realized I was receiving more than the typical number of casual hello's. Hmmm. Oh yeah: And some old dude was touching my foot in the steam room. I looked up to see him stroking his hard-on -- then split. Jesus faggot! Really! There is a time and place for everything. Like I would fuck someone in a legitimate gym! That shit happens only in porn and with porn stars. As the beautifully crude saying bluntly goes, Never shit where you eat. 

• There's a lot of casual cocaine use among Berlin queers. Very likely it's the same among heterosexuals but I work in a gay club and don't waste my money going out so I don't see the straight party people partying. How snow crosses all the way over here from Mexico, beats me. Maybe it's the stuff from Cambodia.... Either way it is STUPID. Drugs have a one-way street to doom and always win. Unless you're a genius like Hunter S. Thompson or Aldous Huxley or Sir Arthur Conan Doyle or Sigmund Freud, wherever is the appeal nowadays?? Genius functions on a scintilla of madness but, save for Thompson, the other three luminaries got wise and quit the junk because they realized it was fucking with their great minds. Thompson, on the other hand, loved to fuck with his mind.

• I'm starting to eat more fatty yogurts and cook more all-beef hamburgers after training in order to gain weight. I'm getting thin....  

• Few nights back someone took me on what turned out to be a tour of schwule Schoeneberg. Just one drink, he said. Yeah...one drink in four fetish bars. Ha! Now I know what the inside of those dives look like. Easily got my dick blown a few times. Oh and from the bar-hopping I got to spend the night - technically morning - with a young black Parisian. A writer. We had each other for nightcap -- literally. And breakfast. It would have made for a delectable porn shoot. Think we slept for three hours. I do hope he didn't miss his 10am flight home. Anyway I gave the boy quite the bon voyage.... Booyah! (pssst sorry, you won't find this tale in my upcoming travel book.) 

• XXX-star Kid Chocolate has indeed passed away. Thank you Kezster for sharing the following link Rawleatherdaddy.blogspot.com/2012/09/in-memoriam-javier-bravo-aka-kid.html  

Drug wars accelerate...immune disease?!

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And speaking of drug use...
The Global Commission on Drug Policy has issued a befuddling verdict: aggressive drug policies , by estimates, spread, of all things, HIV and AIDS.

Read more: A Muckraker Other 
(my other web log)

Homos and drugs

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What is it with homosexuals and drug abuse!


I cannot abide drug users; And I encounter more than a few via escorting (contrary to popular mis-fantasy, no, we don't have pipes and snow on porn set). Furthermore I have yet to encounter the opposite sex whipping out anything harder than a tobacco cigarette. Having to get high or stoned in order to get it on is BULLSHIT...just another pretext to consume that fix. A functioning addict is not so much better than the homeless junkie who lives hand in cap -- he's just probably cleaner looking than his pavement counterpart and has yet to hit rock bottom. The crack/meth/dopehead is still a drug addict.

I don't know why people think I have stuff. I'm not a fucking drug mule

Getting high to have sex is such a blatantly self-destructive habit -- and cruel combination. It doesn't even appear to be very fun...it's like when one is trying to hard...trying to be fun. Drug use is an affront, thinly and desperately, aiming to camouflage insecurity. But, of course, loud and proud homosexuals don't have insecurities, right? After all, they're "gay".

For another thing, I don't know why people think I have stuff. I work in the adult industry, not drug trafficking. I'm not a fucking drug mule. And having one vice (sexual perversion) doesn't convince me to indulge in others...or being okay with others doing it. Many homosexuals don't like this morality of mine. Fuck 'em. Basic psychology: we like being around those who are like us. How maddeningly ironic this fact is lost on, of all peoples, the "gay community".  


"I only do this," goes the claim, "when I'm about to get fucked."
This is supposed to make me feel, what, flattered?
"And just," I should ask, "how seldom do you get fucked? Judging from your Grindr, Adam4Adam, Manhunt, Gayromeo, Gaydar, etc. online activities you'll understand if I think you get stoned every night."

Having to get high in order to get it on is BULLSHIT

I don't too much mind being called names by certain people because I already know the score. I'm sometimes a prostitute and I'm sometimes a prude but I'm never a goddamn drug-using dude.